Catch my eye,tell me what you see
Wonder if they could guess it about me
Here i’m standing in a double life
One with love,one with strife
Try to act normal,and play it cool
So afraid of breaking a rule
But now i’m falling to hard to stop
Can’t help but take the next drop
It’s really funny how someone can be such an integral part of your life, like you laugh at the same jokes and eat your ice cream cones the same way and share your toys and dreams and everything but your heartbeats, and then one day - nothing. You share nothing. It’s like none of it really ever happened.
— Sarah Ockler, Fixing Delilah (via runningfromadream)
“When it happens, you’re totally unprepared, fragmented and lost, looking for the hidden meaning in every little thing. I’ve replayed the events of that day a hundred thousand times, looking for clues. An alternate ending. The Butterfly effect.
If I could find the butterfly that flapped its wings before we got into the car that day, I would crush it.”
The woman I was yesterday introduced me to the woman I am today, which makes me very excited to meet the woman I will become
someone elses story
Long ago
In someone else’s lifetime
Someone with my name
Who looked a lot like me
Came to know
A man and made a promise
He only had to say
And that’s where she would be
Lately
Although her feelings run just as deep
The promise she made has grown impossible to keep
And yet I wish it wasn’t so
Will he miss me if I go?
In a way
It’s someone else’s story
I don’t see myself
As taking part at all
Yesterday
A girl that I was fond of
Finally could see
The writing on the wall
Sadly
She realized she’d left him behind
And sadder than that she knew he wouldn’t even mind
And though there’s nothing left to say
Would he listen if I stay?
It’s all very well to say you fool it’s now or never
I could be choosing
No choices whatsoever
I could be
In someone else’s story
In someone else’s life
And he could be in mine
I don’t see
A reason to be lonely
I should take my chances
Further down the line
And if
That girl I knew should ask my advice
Oh I wouldn’t hesitate she needn’t ask me twice
Go now!
I’d tell her that for free
Trouble is, the girl is me
The story is, the girl is me
